The Brightside.: Archive

Life's Guarentees.

I really really wish I could take the innerworkings of my mind and explain them to you. I want to. I think sometimes that if I could show, literally capture the ways in which the strings of my mind flow to one another and how hard it is to get even one of them to align with my heart. If I could just explain that.. maybe you would understand what I’m feeling, why I’m so willing....

Feb 8th

100% Completely.

I dont know my heart anymore. I dont understand it at all. Everything ive been dreaming about is finally here, right in front of my face and yet, I still want you. I still need you. Its probably stupid but I still believe its going to work between us eventually. I spend every minute of every day hoping you’ll just call me up, call me up and say you love me. If you’re the only thing I...

Oct 14th

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I feel like writing a novel. Just to get it all out. I feel like if I could tell you everything that inside my head, it would just be fine. Be perfect. At least it wouldnt be driving me crazy anymore. I feel like writing you a letter, sticking it in the mail, and just waiting for the day when it got to you. The anticipation would build and then hopefully it would have a beautiful ending. I want it...

Oct 14th

Jerks in Disguise.

To every girl who’s dreamed of her only one, be careful. We’ve all heard the stories our whole life; he’ll be your knight in shining armor, he’ll sweep you off your feet and best of all, he’ll take your breath away. Dont trust in these words, dont think your heart will ever know better than your head. Let your mind rule you, because otherwise, you will end up broken....

Oct 4th

Can I just say something? FUCK YOU.

You came in on your own. You worked your way into my life and made me feel less alone. You were there, you were open, you were funny and I needed that, needed you. You flirted your way into this heart, you made it beat just a little bit faster. It picked up, you breathed this life into it, you made it feel full. You lead the way, you acted as if what we wanted was the same thing. But now I know,...

Oct 4th

Untitled.

We loved and we lost and now your’re gone. I ended it, I fucked up. You wanted it to work. I wanted to walk out. I worry about you. I think about you. And honestly I miss you. I want back what we had but I’m not sure if what I want is you or just the feeling I had. I’d never felt so cared for, so loved, and so needed. And really, I suck. I took that all away from...

Oct 4th

The Philosophy.

I dont even know where to begin. Life, its a funny thing; a funny, depressing, sometimes really hard thing. OR some like to call it a blessing. I think its a little bit of everything. Its a mess, the truth, a misunderstanding, its a smile, a headache, its the little and the big things.. its everything all crumpled up together and its never simple, no matter how hard you try to make it that way....

Oct 4th

Oct 1st

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Sep 3rd

1,248 notes

25 Random Things.

1). I’m not techinically allergic to anything, I just have ridiculous allergies. (But I will tell people im allergic to lots of things so I wont have to eat them) 2) I read more than anyone person probably should. 3) I cover my mouth when I laugh because I dont like my teeth. 4) I need braces. 5) I love to cook but even more I LOVE to bake! 6) I get headaches a lot, I guess from the...

Sep 3rd

Aug 29th

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Aug 29th

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Jul 18th

Who else thinks the 3D glasses for Deathly Hallows...

lifeliveson: justkeeplaughing via acciochristay Agreed :D!

Jul 18th

3,731 notes

This is what not sleeping right for a week gets...

FRUSTRATION, absolute frustration, with everything. I cant even see straight right now, Im so irritated. I feel like not being home, I feel like seeing a friend I could easily vent everything to.. but the thing is.. these days, I dont have that friend anymore. Then theres work, then theres school, then theres all these things that I should be doing, wished I was doing, and so forth. Nothing feels...

Jul 18th

something amazing is on its way.

livethelife: something that will turn your world upside down & make you feel like you’ve never felt before. something awe-inspiring. something sweet & tender. something fun & silly. something profound. something amazing is on its way. get ready.

Jul 14th

37 notes

You just know.

I spend a lot of time wondering why life leads us to the places and the paths that it does and somewhere within myself I always know the answer.. even if Im not willing to dig deep enough to find it every time. Some people bring it out in me, the people that I need and should have in my life. Lately, life has taken a turn for things that I dont need or want.. I wasnt being myself, I wasnt standing...

Jul 14th

Jun 16th

Oil Keeps Spilling but Stars Are Slow to Come →

AGREED. emilyposts: Interesting. I have been wondering about this. Where are the benefit concerts? Why no outpouring of support over our own disaster when we are so generous to those of other countries?

Jun 15th

Just facebook, myspace, tumblr, twitter, and...

Everyone has myspace, facebook, tumblr, twitter, formspring, its getting crazy. you know everything that happens to a person without them even telling you because you “read it on twitter” and you ask people ridiculous questions anymously because you’re too afraid to say it to there face. whatever happened to only being able to tell someone something to their face. think back to...

Jun 15th

I may be far from simple,

lately everythings been crazy. as I told a friend today I am in serious tress overload mode. I have left every possible thing to the last month of my senior year and as we near april… I freak out more with everyday. Im suprised Im handeling anything right now but I am and Im learning a lot about myself through it all. Im far from simple but my complications are what make me worth it....

Apr 1st

Mar 11th

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“Women and girls are one of the world’s greatest untapped resources. Remember the...”

– Secretary of State Hillary Clinton (via caraobrien| apsies | kaytee | alla1 | edatrix) (via quote-book) I love Hillary Clinton :)

Mar 11th

779 notes

Somehow..

I manage to get sick again… just in time for spring break. What to the flying fuck kind of sense does that make? None I say.. None.

Mar 11th

72 notes

Uncertainity. Insanity. Im trying.

Sometimes I wonder If I’ll finish in time. Sometimes I wonder if its all going to be worth it in the end. Sometimes I wonder where Im gonna be when my life ends. Will I be happy? Will I have my own bakery? A published novel? A husband? Kids? Will I live here in Albuquerque? Uncertainity drives me to insanity. Im uncertain where my lifes going. Im uncertain if I have everyone I need but Im...

Mar 9th

Mar 7th

152 notes

SO tired

but good. much better. moving on and living life happy. its what i do best.

Mar 6th

I feel like it should have poured today.

Sometimes I wonder if everything is always worth it. If its worth it to search for someone to spend my life with. Especially if it means hurting like this when its wrong. Sometimes I’m not sure how I’m even supposed to keep feeling. Should I be angry, or sad? Or am I not supposed to feel anything at all? I know eventually I’ll feel like this was worth it. Like I didnt just...

Mar 3rd

2,634 notes

PS:

I got the job at ABC Cakes and I love it. thats all.

Feb 24th

the common cold.

should not be common at all. it sucks WAY too bad to be considered “common”. I want to die right now and I already cant breath. So I just might as well. AHHHHH. brightside: 18 in fiiive days. :)

Feb 24th

frustration settles in.

ARGG. I just don’t even know how to handle my own life anymore. I got the job at ABC Cakes that I REALLY wanted and now I’m having trouble letting go of the stupid pool job that I always hated? I dont understand. I think its mostly because of the people. I met some of my best best friend there.. but its not like the jobs over, the friendships are. im just being a retard. I think...

Feb 16th

Feb 15th

“I want to go fishing, and, catch a fish-stick….that would be convenient.. Fish...”

– Mitch Hedberg (via constantflux) (via quote-book) I have no idea why, but this made me laugh SO hard.

Feb 15th

Feb 10th

142 notes

This is bad.

Everything just keeps steadily getting worse. I’ve been so sick and tired feeling for like a week now. And I have SO much shit to get done before may 6th it isnt even funny. I feel like once I start all that bogus online work.. it’ll be easier than I’m expecting.. I just have to start it, which is proving to be a problem because I just keep putting it off. And now I’m...

Feb 9th

I feel sad.

because 1: my sister and all that goes along with that :( and 2: my mom had surgery again tomorrow :( wish them both luck and send prayers their way. I need to get happy and get some rest! I’m applying for a job that I REALLY want tomorrow. eeeeeeeeeeep!!

Feb 4th