October 2010
7 posts
100% Completely.
I dont know my heart anymore. I dont understand it at all.
Everything ive been dreaming about is finally here, right in front of my face and yet, I still want you. I still need you.
Its probably stupid but I still believe its going to work between us eventually. I spend every minute of every day hoping you’ll just call me up, call me up and say you love me. If you’re the only thing I...
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I feel like writing a novel. Just to get it all out. I feel like if I could tell you everything that inside my head, it would just be fine. Be perfect. At least it wouldnt be driving me crazy anymore. I feel like writing you a letter, sticking it in the mail, and just waiting for the day when it got to you. The anticipation would build and then hopefully it would have a beautiful ending. I want it...
Jerks in Disguise.
To every girl who’s dreamed of her only one, be careful. We’ve all heard the stories our whole life; he’ll be your knight in shining armor, he’ll sweep you off your feet and best of all, he’ll take your breath away. Dont trust in these words, dont think your heart will ever know better than your head. Let your mind rule you, because otherwise, you will end up broken....
Can I just say something? FUCK YOU.
You came in on your own. You worked your way into my life and made me feel less alone. You were there, you were open, you were funny and I needed that, needed you. You flirted your way into this heart, you made it beat just a little bit faster. It picked up, you breathed this life into it, you made it feel full. You lead the way, you acted as if what we wanted was the same thing. But now I know,...
Untitled.
We loved and we lost
and now your’re gone.
I ended it, I fucked up.
You wanted it to work.
I wanted to walk out.
I worry about you.
I think about you.
And honestly I miss you.
I want back what we had
but I’m not sure if what I want is you
or just the feeling I had.
I’d never felt so cared for,
so loved, and so needed.
And really, I suck.
I took that all away from...
The Philosophy.
I dont even know where to begin. Life, its a funny thing; a funny, depressing, sometimes really hard thing. OR some like to call it a blessing. I think its a little bit of everything. Its a mess, the truth, a misunderstanding, its a smile, a headache, its the little and the big things.. its everything all crumpled up together and its never simple, no matter how hard you try to make it that way....
