April 2010
0 posts
I may be far from simple,
lately everythings been crazy. as I told a friend today I am in serious tress overload mode. I have left every possible thing to the last month of my senior year and as we near april… I freak out more with everyday. Im suprised Im handeling anything right now but I am and Im learning a lot about myself through it all.
Im far from simple but my complications are what make me worth it....
March 2010
12 posts
“Women and girls are one of the world’s greatest untapped resources. Remember the...”
– Secretary of State Hillary Clinton (via caraobrien| apsies | kaytee | alla1 | edatrix) (via quote-book)
I love Hillary Clinton :)
Somehow..
I manage to get sick again… just in time for spring break. What to the flying fuck kind of sense does that make? None I say.. None.
Uncertainity. Insanity. Im trying.
Sometimes I wonder If I’ll finish in time. Sometimes I wonder if its all going to be worth it in the end. Sometimes I wonder where Im gonna be when my life ends. Will I be happy? Will I have my own bakery? A published novel? A husband? Kids? Will I live here in Albuquerque? Uncertainity drives me to insanity. Im uncertain where my lifes going. Im uncertain if I have everyone I need but Im...
SO tired
but good. much better.
moving on and living life happy.
its what i do best.
I feel like it should have poured today.
Sometimes I wonder if everything is always worth it.
If its worth it to search for someone to spend my life with.
Especially if it means hurting like this when its wrong.
Sometimes I’m not sure how I’m even supposed to keep feeling.
Should I be angry, or sad? Or am I not supposed to feel anything at all?
I know eventually I’ll feel like this was worth it.
Like I didnt just...
