100% Completely.
I dont know my heart anymore. I dont understand it at all.
Everything ive been dreaming about is finally here, right in front of my face and yet, I still want you. I still need you.
Its probably stupid but I still believe its going to work between us eventually. I spend every minute of every day hoping you’ll just call me up, call me up and say you love me. If you’re the only thing I need to be complete, how can I not be the same thing for you?
I spend way too much time thinking about you. and thinking I must just be totally wrong. And wondeirng what the hell is going to happen? when? If ever?
I feel stuck. I cant move forward, I cant move back. And honestly, I deserve better than that.
I guess I shouldnt have given my heart away to you, cause now I cant control it; YOU DO. I wish I hadnt given it to you but even more I wish youd just take it and keep it for as long as I needed you to.
Sometimes I feel like im crazy but then I realizes I only am when it comes to you. And it always does; it always comes back to you. I can try all I want but I’ll still be stuck with you. Until you set my heart free.
I dont know my heart anymore. because its yours. 100% completely.
