I may be far from simple,
lately everythings been crazy. as I told a friend today I am in serious tress overload mode. I have left every possible thing to the last month of my senior year and as we near april… I freak out more with everyday. Im suprised Im handeling anything right now but I am and Im learning a lot about myself through it all.
Im far from simple but my complications are what make me worth it. They’re what make me, me. I may not be your average normal girl, in fact, I am far from it. I may qualify as weird, strange, dorky, quirky, all of the above. I may like to sing at the top of my lungs, though I have no singing ability what so ever. I may find smiles and laughter attractive. I may be so stubborn that I will never turn down an argument even if I do know Im wrong. I may like tattoos, gaged ears, and funky hairstyles. I may be a silly individual, who more often than not would just enjoy most a day of lounging around. I may get more excited over cakes and cookies then sexy boys. And I may be an insane book worm but thats just who I am, its who I have always and will always be. thats Hilary.
And Hilary is never going to change for you or anyone. Im a tough girl. I can handle a lot. Im ambitious and I go after what I want like non other. I find joy in reaching a goal, no matter how hard it is to get there. I may procrastinate and put things off but in the end my full effort gets put in to every single thing that I do and I love that about myself. I love that I accomplish whatever I put my mind to. And I’m learning lately that nothing is ever as you plan and that plans never go as planned.. but life is still worth planning for. Because the plans get you there, to that goal, to that one thing you’ve been working and wanting so hard.
So yes, I am far from simple but Im a dreamer and a hardworker and that is really all that I need in my life.
