This is what not sleeping right for a week gets you..
FRUSTRATION, absolute frustration, with everything.
I cant even see straight right now, Im so irritated. I feel like not being home, I feel like seeing a friend I could easily vent everything to.. but the thing is.. these days, I dont have that friend anymore. Then theres work, then theres school, then theres all these things that I should be doing, wished I was doing, and so forth. Nothing feels right anymore. Idk why.. I need to finish school up and I will next week and then maybe, hopefully… everything will make a little more sense. I just want fall term to start, so I can get on with life.
Sometimes, I wonder if my job is the right place for me.. sometimes I dont agree with everything that happens and the way that we do things. Sometimes, I just get so pissed off with my boss that I’m like “WTF would you like me to do? I already work my ass off for you.” but i guess thats just life and thats how it would be anywhere, never good enough. Oh fucking well.
Whatever.
